I asked my probation officer if there was anything that they could do about me being too anxious for unpaid work. They’ve suspended me until they’ve decided what they’re going to do. If it goes back to court they’ll have to suggest the judge or magistrates’ replace it with an alternative. I have until the… Read More Been to the doctors and sorted out my unpaid community service.
I have literally not slept all night. I am exhausted but restless at the same time. I’m very afraid that I won’t convince my GP that I’m ill enough mentally to get them to provide evidence that I’m in no fit state to do community service placement. I feel like I’m climbing up the walls… Read More Anxiety through the roof!
I’m stressed out because I’ve had so much to sort out today. I had to hand paperwork in to my doctors to be able to make appointments online. I have made one for tomorrow because I need to try to get the doctor on my side if I am to back up that I’m in… Read More I have had one of those days.
I’m in a lot of pain tonight. I am bloated because of my girly stuff. The whole of my lower back is hurting and I went dizzy so I’m most likely anaemic again. I’ve been trying to eat more but I don’t want to gain too much weight on. I sometimes don’t feel like even… Read More Bloated 😦 In pain…. not happy today.
I have blocked a load of people that I no longer want to be friends with as I do not like their energies or they make me feel uncomfortable. I would like to say it’s me not you just so that no one’s feelings get hurt. I’ve gone ahead and ghosted them and I feel… Read More New rules – Modifying the energies surrounding me.
I actually slept for a while last night. It is the first night I’ve had at least some sleep in over a week. I’m in serious need of a break from life. Since being released from prison I’ve had a lot of things to sort out because of being in there. It upsets a lot… Read More I’m needing a break from life so badly.
I have heard this term many times over the last few years. This is the generation born between 1982 and 2000. This makes me technically one of them because I was born in the late 80s. The other generations have nothing positive to say about ‘Millennials. I look at the other Millennials ways and feel… Read More Millennials
I feel that I must say this in response to some of those people within the parents of forcibly adopted children’s group. They made an open accusation on one of their statuses which made out that all of us that have lost our kids aren’t fighting for change enough to stop this practice and to… Read More Unappreciative people! This is how hard I’ve worked over the last couple of years for forced adoption. And, other things before that as a teenager.
This is only a quickly written entry because I need a nap before I go out this evening. I managed to sleep a bit last night but it wasn’t enough. It’s better than the whole of this week when I’ve literally laid awake every night. I even laid awake one of the nights when I… Read More Very tired 😦 And, got a long day…
I had to let my unpaid work placement know I weren’t able to do it today. I have severe depression back and I can’t even sleep properly. I constantly have absolutely no energy. I’ve only been able to sleep for a few hours the last week or so. I completely have no pattern anymore. I… Read More I just can’t do what is expected of me.