Month: September 2018

  • Very depressed.

    I am progressively getting so down. I’m gaining weight. I don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere. I don’t have the get up and go type energy that I had when I was younger. I was always able to bounce back. However I don’t think I can do that anymore. I would quite happily sleep most…

  • I’m making no progress in Maths.

    I have tried my absolute best in Maths but the GCSE level is stupidly hard. They make it harder every year. This isn’t fair for those of us that didn’t have much schooling and need it for further education. I cut a lot of my ‘friends’ off because they kept telling me not to aim…

  • There is never enough time in the day! Especially when you don’t get up until lunch (I was relaxed with the cat).

    Okay, maybe there is when you get up at a decent hour rather than lunchtime. The cat came to snuggle with me and the next thing I knew I’d fallen asleep with her and woken up at lunchtime. I just feel rushed during my waking life. I feel rushed to get better in regards to…

  • I’m feeling more ‘normal’ today. Still got a long way to go though.

    Apart from the Migraine I have developed since I’ve been up, I’m feeling more normal today. I have shakey hands, which is really irritating because I cannot do anything that involves having to have steady hands eg. jewellery making etc. Even carrying hot water can be risky when my hands are playing up. I’m resting…

  • Woken up at a stupid hour! And now suffering quite a bit.

    I actually went to sleep earlier but was waking up every hour and after 1am I couldn’t get back to sleep. It’s now 3am and I am  suffering quite a bit. I woke up with a headache. I got up for a drink of water and then completely woke myself up. I am extremely tired.…