I’m aware that I can’t do anything otherwise I’ll end up in prison again. But, this doesn’t stop me feeling the stagnated energy. It’s not pleasant and I don’t feel that I should be the one to feel it because I’ve paid for what I’ve done by the punishment I received several times over. I… Read More I feel energy and it’s unsettling me. I can’t even turn this negative energy off because it isn’t caused by my actions.