I’m going to have to say this because I’m starting to get fed up of being approached for dates. I’m sorry but I am seriously not interested in dating anyone. I have lost count of how many times I’ve said this same line. I’m used to being single. I’m okay with being single. I have… Read More Totally going to spell this out right now.
I got it into my head that I was going to write a book on mental illness but make it humourous. However, this is proving to be more challenging than I first thought. I want to educate the readers but also include humour because it takes the edge off of the topic of mental illness.… Read More I’m brilliant at setting myself impossible challenges.
The blog has a new page on Facebook. http://www.facebook.com/musingsofatraineebattleaxe I’ve put the new link on the original pages wall. I’m hoping that those that want to switch over will do so by the time the deletion schedule is completed in 14 days. The new page is more professional. I’m going to ask that you keep… Read More The rebranding of myself and the blog is now completed.
I have tried to quite the painkillers but I can’t. I’ve never wanted them this bad. I’m taking them several times a day. I can go through a 32 pack in a week now. They are soluble and taste absolutely horrible. That’s without the fact that they make my stomach swell. I really can’t lose… Read More Addiction is destroying me.
I see that people have started noticing my new personality. That is who I am now because of what has happened. I don’t see why I should continue to be the nice and quiet type if people treat me the way that they have done. I certainly can’t be bothered to make an effort for… Read More Moody for a reason. This is my personality now so just deal with it!
I am progressively getting so down. I’m gaining weight. I don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere. I don’t have the get up and go type energy that I had when I was younger. I was always able to bounce back. However I don’t think I can do that anymore. I would quite happily sleep most… Read More Very depressed.
I have tried my absolute best in Maths but the GCSE level is stupidly hard. They make it harder every year. This isn’t fair for those of us that didn’t have much schooling and need it for further education. I cut a lot of my ‘friends’ off because they kept telling me not to aim… Read More I’m making no progress in Maths.
Okay, maybe there is when you get up at a decent hour rather than lunchtime. The cat came to snuggle with me and the next thing I knew I’d fallen asleep with her and woken up at lunchtime. I just feel rushed during my waking life. I feel rushed to get better in regards to… Read More There is never enough time in the day! Especially when you don’t get up until lunch (I was relaxed with the cat).
Apart from the Migraine I have developed since I’ve been up, I’m feeling more normal today. I have shakey hands, which is really irritating because I cannot do anything that involves having to have steady hands eg. jewellery making etc. Even carrying hot water can be risky when my hands are playing up. I’m resting… Read More I’m feeling more ‘normal’ today. Still got a long way to go though.
I actually went to sleep earlier but was waking up every hour and after 1am I couldn’t get back to sleep. It’s now 3am and I am suffering quite a bit. I woke up with a headache. I got up for a drink of water and then completely woke myself up. I am extremely tired.… Read More Woken up at a stupid hour! And now suffering quite a bit.