Pathetically heavy-hearted today. Everyone that makes me feel secure leaves by circumstance. And, this is important because I need others to understand that I’m not what they assume.

I’m quite cut up emotionally right now. I have been crying for a few hours. Those that read the blog regularly most likely have come to realise that I hate any form of goodbye’s. This is due to my past experiences and the fact that my Mother never wanted me. These are referred to in… Read More Pathetically heavy-hearted today. Everyone that makes me feel secure leaves by circumstance. And, this is important because I need others to understand that I’m not what they assume.

I’m totally not coping right now. But, I’m extremely frightened of any mental health service.

I have NEVER missed an exam in my life before. However, today I woke up far too late to get there. I will be allowed to do it next month I’m told. I have been honest about my circumstances with my tutor (even though it was hard due to what I’d been through), so they… Read More I’m totally not coping right now. But, I’m extremely frightened of any mental health service.