Diazepam is the best :)

When you finally reach that level of accepting you’re never going to have a professional teaching career or anything to do with nursing or psychology because of how you’ve been misunderstood and subsequently labelled a criminal. Diazepam keeps away the feelings of being wasted in this world. I had so much to give but I ever reach those levels now. I just wanted the Mother I never got. I only ever wanted a Mother without the anger and bitterness who actually wanted me. I had no malice intent and now I’ve lost any future career too. Diazepam makes this not matter now.