Month: July 2018

I will start by saying that my ‘date’ didn’t work out last night because I still love another and I cannot live a lie regardless of circumstances meaning we can’t even be in each others lives for either the foreseeable future or forever. Depending on how things work out for both of us involved in…

After the last 5 years, with first my son being adopted and then all the university and court stuff … I went out for the first time socially tonight in all those years. It was hard because my social anxiety has become rock bottom but I went for it. I admit that I had a…

I’m not quite at the point where the Diazepam I’ve taken to so get some sleep is going to practically make me unable to spell or construct a sentence because it’s taken affect that much. However, my sentences may not make any sense but it’s what I am saying that counts, not the grammar or…

I was really bugged by things that have happened for the last couple of days. I literally haven’t slept. A doctors pill can’t change my reasons for being this way. I personally can’t change what is  bugging me either. I’m just so exhausted but managed to make important phone calls to sort DWP out. The…

I wasn’t going to come on here tonight because I wasn’t up to doing it. The financial difficulties due to the benefits now asking me to pay back the severe disability premium that I was no longer entitled to because PIP refused. They’re trying to accuse me of not telling them of my change of…