Day: June 30, 2018
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Been horrendously ill all night. Things are affecting me extremely badly.
I am going to try hard not to go into detail but I have not had a very pleasant night. I have never been so bad before. I’ve had the most horrendous monthlies for a few years which has made me aneamic. But it was so much worse during the night. To cut out the […]
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‘Everything happens for a reason’. I run through my artistic pursuits of the last 18 months… to try to make myself feel better about current circumstances.
I’m really feeling sad tonight. I can’t see how everything I’ve been through has happened for a reason. I’m distraught over all the horrible things that have happened in my life. I have never felt traumatised this much in my entire life. I literally have to take painkillers and diazepam (which I’ve had to buy […]