I’m tired because I haven’t slept well for many months. I really need to disappear right now. I need to try to repair myself away from the blog. I cannot do all this anymore. I hide my pain but it only lingers around me. I feel totally alone and lost. I have never felt this… Read More I need to have a break right now.

I have tried so hard to feel better about certain aspects of life. I manage to put a brave face on when it comes to every day interactions with others now. However, everything I’ve been through still has a massive affect on me. I know that others assume that I haven’t tried hard enough. I… Read More I’m never going to feel better. And my clumsiness costs me money.