Month: May 2018

I am quite bugged by the things that I was seemingly not told. Those things have made me look like an awful person when a bit of communication at the right moments could have avoided it all. I know that sometimes we never find the answers to certain things in life. If others respect me…

I did fall asleep, which is what I didn’t mean to do because I was supposed to be revising. I thought my allergies had settled down a bit. Then I woke up with a streaming nose and runny eye. I have a very sore nose now. I woke up to a very annoying issue in…

I had to have a break to eat something because my brain is no longer working properly. I’m trying to stay awake even though I am very tired. Then both of my cats came and lay down next to me. They have gone to sleep. It makes it hard to stay awake because they look…

I am very tired and this has been building for many months. I’ve been struggling to cope with how things remain and the guilt that I carry because of those things. I put on a brave face but I remain torn up inside over everything. I was able to do that until I ended up…

I watched Coronation Street tonight. I have actually known a few cases of suicide in real life. That happens when you’re part of the system which is letting people down left, right and centre. I don’t really like talking about it because I’ve been at the point where I’d rather be gone than deal with…