I’m just taking time out of exam revision for a few hours. I am at the point where I’m no longer taking any information in. I’m quite tired because I woke up at a stupid hour this morning (due to one of the cats waking me up) and I couldn’t go back to sleep. I… Read More Exam revision break needed.
I am tired right now. It’s a positive tired feeling because I’ve kept myself busy all day. I wasn’t able to fall asleep (despite being tired) to have a nap, so I ended up getting up and doing things around the flat. I have to make the most of the times I can summon enough… Read More Sleep needed, been awake all day (I know that is unusual).
I really was reluctant to go to my exam this morning. I pushed myself to get up (despite probably only sleeping for 1 hour last night). I’m too tired to revise for the next paper yet and will be going for a nap after typing this entry. It’s amazing how fast I stripped my bed… Read More One paper to down… one to go… And I really do not like schools today.
I can’t sleep because I’m so wound up at this moment in time. I’m probably going to be failing my exam due to tiredness in a few hours time. This subject and everything that has happened is not doing me any good. I’m being constantly reminded of things that have hurt me. I don’t see… Read More I’m too wound up to sleep.
I’m relaxing but can’t totally chill out because I’m nervous about my exam tomorrow and the one later this week. I’m doubting myself because I’m scared that I will get a blank mind and just not be able to think of the answers. I shouldn’t be putting myself through exams because I’m cut up over… Read More Nervous on the night before my exam / I open up about my disability and how others being unhelpful has now affected me long term.
I am quite bugged by the things that I was seemingly not told. Those things have made me look like an awful person when a bit of communication at the right moments could have avoided it all. I know that sometimes we never find the answers to certain things in life. If others respect me… Read More I need to know things. I’m still bugged by the unknown. And a few weight loss tips.
I did fall asleep, which is what I didn’t mean to do because I was supposed to be revising. I thought my allergies had settled down a bit. Then I woke up with a streaming nose and runny eye. I have a very sore nose now. I woke up to a very annoying issue in… Read More Allergies woken up again 😦
I had to have a break to eat something because my brain is no longer working properly. I’m trying to stay awake even though I am very tired. Then both of my cats came and lay down next to me. They have gone to sleep. It makes it hard to stay awake because they look… Read More Revision break time.
I am very tired and this has been building for many months. I’ve been struggling to cope with how things remain and the guilt that I carry because of those things. I put on a brave face but I remain torn up inside over everything. I was able to do that until I ended up… Read More I’m not ‘okay’.
I watched Coronation Street tonight. I have actually known a few cases of suicide in real life. That happens when you’re part of the system which is letting people down left, right and centre. I don’t really like talking about it because I’ve been at the point where I’d rather be gone than deal with… Read More Suicide – Related to tonight’s coronation street.