Month: May 2018

I feel extremely down tonight. There are days when I just cannot stand my existence. I cannot stand being trapped in a PTSD hole any longer. I haven’t been out socially for such a long time and I’m starting to feel extremely disconnected. It was okay for the first year or so and then it…

I have literally been battling exhaustion all day. I’ve just got home after appointment and the Gym (because I was passing the door and really needed to use my membership, but I only spent an hour there). I got sent on a wild goose chase trying to get a key cut as a spare for…

I barely managed to even go for a walk today, let alone gain enough energy to do bits of housework. Even looking at things are making me instantly feel exhausted today. I feel like someone has come and taken all my energy away. I even slept for half of the day. Last night I got…

I meant to get up early this morning. I woke up at lunch time having cuddled one of the cats (Mimi) after rolling over having heard my alarm this morning. I felt so annoyed at myself because I was getting things done and now I’m behind again. I hate when I make so much progress…

I have ten minutes to take a rest after walking in the sun. Then I must get some housework done because my flat has got into a state. There is just too much to do in one go and when you’re struggling with energy levels it is even worse. I only went for a half…