I feel extremely down tonight. There are days when I just cannot stand my existence. I cannot stand being trapped in a PTSD hole any longer. I haven’t been out socially for such a long time and I’m starting to feel extremely disconnected. It was okay for the first year or so and then it… Read More How long is a person able to stand an existence they can’t change?

I have literally been battling exhaustion all day. I’ve just got home after appointment and the Gym (because I was passing the door and really needed to use my membership, but I only spent an hour there). I got sent on a wild goose chase trying to get a key cut as a spare for… Read More I tried my best today through a haze of exhaustion. Also I go into the sectioning process of mentally ill offenders.

I barely managed to even go for a walk today, let alone gain enough energy to do bits of housework. Even looking at things are making me instantly feel exhausted today. I feel like someone has come and taken all my energy away. I even slept for half of the day. Last night I got… Read More One of my worse days where I literally cannot barely do anything.

I meant to get up early this morning. I woke up at lunch time having cuddled one of the cats (Mimi) after rolling over having heard my alarm this morning. I felt so annoyed at myself because I was getting things done and now I’m behind again. I hate when I make so much progress… Read More I am extremely skilled at procrastination.

I have ten minutes to take a rest after walking in the sun. Then I must get some housework done because my flat has got into a state. There is just too much to do in one go and when you’re struggling with energy levels it is even worse. I only went for a half… Read More A few minutes to consider writing projects.

I was actually quite productive today. I didn’t go for a very long walk today because quite frankly I’m extremely tired from exams this week. I spent two nights awake before them prepping the material due to the fact that I was so frightened I’d actually forget it. That is like 48 hours worth of… Read More Chilling out in my ‘royal wedding free zone’.

I would just like to list all the reasons that I can possibly think of as to the reasons why we should consider boycotting the royal wedding tomorrow. I’m personally refusing to watch anything to do with it tomorrow. Obviously, we can’t force people to boycott but I’m just putting things forward. The first reason… Read More Why you should #BoycottTheRoyalWedding…

I have to say something at this point because I’m starting to get extremely irritated. The issue doesn’t seem to be correcting itself so I have to say something. It will just keep happening if I don’t say something. Over the last 48 hours, I’ve had guys keep adding my personal Facebook account. They won’… Read More I am annoyed now. I need to put this out there.

I know that I sound extremely sad by making this statement but I’m absolutely glad that I have done one set of exams. I feel so free and like I can relax for a bit. That subject weighs you down so much. It’s no wonder that the majority I’ve met with law degrees are so… Read More I’ve been waiting all week for this moment!

Those that know me in a personal capacity will know how I’m still affected by certain things that have gone on. I still have anger there about it too. I’m not fully ready to let go of the anger I feel towards certain things yet. I read something on a social network earlier by chance… Read More Sometimes my blood really boils but I can’t say anything (because I’m not allowed).