I’ve officially completed my set of courses which I had to attend via probation. I don’t know if I’ve learned anything. I only feel that I am more socially novice than I have ever been previously. I have also walked 58 miles this week. I have extremely sore feet after walking in the heat today though. I haven’t been the Gym this week but I wasn’t in the mood for that. I walk with headphones in my ears to get away from others. I know this sounds absolutely terrible but it’s true. I used to crave friendships and the company of others, but as I get older I’ve changed. I like my own company now. I don’t mind being around others sometimes but my experiences have made me not want too much to do with other people.
I’m already in bed and it’s only half 9. I don’t normally sleep this early. It is definitely most likely my new anti depressants. I have woken up at 5am every morning for the last three days. I’ve been for an hour walk before 9am the first two days but I had college today so I class my walk as walking from the car to the college. It’s a 20 minute walk from where I park the car. I’m quite tired so I’m off to bed sleep now.