I had quite a decent entry planned for the blog today. Until I woke up with a migraine this morning. It feels a bit better now after going for a long walk. I feel like someone has smacked me on one side of my head. I can’t think straight enough to do intelligent sounding entries… Read More Migraine 😦
I’m not even depressed. I’m just genuinely tired of life. I just want a break but I can’t right now. I wish that I could just pause life and go off for a few weeks. I’m worn out feeling guilty about the past when I wasn’t on medication and did some awful things. I get… Read More Just so tired of life. I need a break from my own head.
I’m exercising on a daily basis (not walked in the last two days because of the horrendous weather). I feel a bit more toned but I’m not consistently losing weight. I constantly yo yo but that is definitely hormonal because it’s nearly ‘that time’ for me. I’m doing better than I normally do. I gain… Read More Adjusting to things isn’t easy. The medication option was the only ever viable path for me.
I can’t believe how much it cost me to print out one practice question paper for Unit one of the law gcse exam. £3.25 for 25 sheets (double sided too because I set them like that to cut the cost a bit). I cannot afford to print unit 2 out today. I don’t have the… Read More Expensive day.
I wasn’t even keen on going out today. I should have gone to my Maths lesson but woke up about half 4 this morning feeling terrible. I sometimes just do not feel up to going out to be around people. That is me on the worse days in regards to living with my disability. I’m… Read More One of those days.
I saw that my thighs and upper legs were a little bit flabby compared with everywhere else which had shrunk a little bit because of exercises and walking I’ve been doing recently. I decided to download an app with exercise plans specifically designed for that part of the body. I did two sets of exercises.… Read More Exercise is NOT good for you (sometimes it doesn’t feel ‘good for you’ anyway).
I would just like to touch on tonight’s programme on channel 5. It was on quite late but it may have been a repeat. I never really watch things in the early evening. I prefer to sit down to watch whatever I find on television later on in the evening. I watched ‘My OCD Life’… Read More re. My Ocd Life.
I’m not going to stand there and be told by others that the services didn’t let me down. I know for a fact that they did let me down. I refuse to be told by those that weren’t there that I wasn’t let down. Other’s didn’t see or experience what went on behind closed doors.… Read More I was let down.
I would like to point out that I don’t run this blog to get at anyone else. That was never my intention. I talk about all the times I have been discriminated against. However, it may seem that I’m talking about one thing. This isn’t the case. I’ve been treated badly all my life by… Read More I think I have to state the purpose of this blog one more time due to assumptions yet again.
I wouldn’t not want to be female but there are certain things I’d wish to change about being female. One thing is obviously the monthlies because mine have gone absolutely ridiculous over the last couple of years. I feel fat today but it’s not fat because I’ve got solid muscles due to exercising (and walking… Read More Some things that irritate me being female.