Month: March 2018

  • Trying to explain your past younger selves actions is very difficult.

    I slept quite well last night. I literally couldn’t keep my eyes open and nearly fell asleep typing the previous entry. The annoying thing about that is despite having had a rest, I still feel tired. I don’t feel as tired to the degree I normally do. I’m sure that a few nights sleep like…

  • Triggered by recent events, but I’ve only just realised.

    After someone’s friends laid into me I felt different. Then, weeks later I started thinking about events in my life that I haven’t thought of for many years. They triggered everything for me. It was only small barely noticeable things at first. But, now it’s really obvious. It’s not a good thing. I repressed those…

  • Tired beyond belief.

    I’m beyond tired. I was thinking about today yesterday looking forward to  a weeks break from everything and two weeks break from college (well Maths class). I’m trying to revise for my law gcse exam but this tiredness is not making that easy. I’ve never got to the point where I feel like crying because…

  • I have the worse memory ever/ playing with my pendulum.

    I have revised my GCSE law folder so much but I do not remember a thing! I also get distracted by stupid things, such as I found my pendulum today. I haven’t used it for a very long time. I shouldn’t use it when I’m busy because I get nothing done. I was just asking…

  • How to end up in worse circumstances after getting into trouble (I go through every single detail up until present day).

    I have to be careful what I say because I don’t want anyone to get upset by what I am going to say. I’d rather not get involved in certain things more than I already am right now. I don’t want to get trolled by others mates or put myself in danger from certain groups…