Trying to explain your past younger selves actions is very difficult.

I slept quite well last night. I literally couldn’t keep my eyes open and nearly fell asleep typing the previous entry. The annoying thing about that is despite having had a rest, I still feel tired. I don’t feel as tired to the degree I normally do. I’m sure that a few nights sleep like… Read More Trying to explain your past younger selves actions is very difficult.

Triggered by recent events, but I’ve only just realised.

After someone’s friends laid into me I felt different. Then, weeks later I started thinking about events in my life that I haven’t thought of for many years. They triggered everything for me. It was only small barely noticeable things at first. But, now it’s really obvious. It’s not a good thing. I repressed those… Read More Triggered by recent events, but I’ve only just realised.