I have not even touched an Easter Egg this year. I can’t even look at an Easter Egg without gaining weight nowadays. I’m actually classed as slightly overweight, even though no one can actually see that I’m overweight. If I was taller by a few inches then I wouldn’t be categorised by BMI as ‘Overweight’.… Read More An alternative ‘non-religious’ Easter message…
I woke up feeling hot but also cold. I was half sweating but also cold. It is definitely hormones because I’m bloated too. I’m not out of bed yet. I am typing this from my phone. I’m uncomfortable because I can literally feel water in my joints I’m that bloated. The worse part is having… Read More Not a good day today.
This isn’t about anyone else, this is about me ok. I have put up with the way things are now for long enough. I was severely failed and pushed into snapping. I’ve been punished enough. I hate the life I’m forced to live. I need what I set out to have. I had my wishes… Read More I need others to change things for me.
I managed to have a few hours sleep in my day clothes because I just felt so exhausted. I don’t feel any less tired but I managed to do a few bits that needed doing today. The car needed petrol. I also had to get lightbulbs for the car because one of the headlights and… Read More Feel yuck. Napped but my anxiety is sky high.
I’m not trying to upset anyone else by saying these things. I just can’t stand the lack of sleep any longer. I have only had probably 5 hours sleep over the last 3 days and that has just been via dropping off during the day. I’m too tired to study for exams so I know… Read More I desperately need proper sleep. Things can’t stay as they are.
I would like to focus on growing up ‘different’. I’m not just talking about growing up with a form of Autism. There are many different things that makes me not ‘normal’. It’s not like I have anything to lose by talking in public about these things because I’m already aware that people think I’m a… Read More Growing up ‘different’ (in many ways).
I had the most horrendous nights sleep because I just couldn’t settle. I cancelled my doctors appointment due to the fact that was causing my anxiety to hit the roof. I hadn’t slept all night and it was early this morning. I still look shattered. The bags under my eyes look like someone has punched… Read More High Anxiety day!!! I had to cancel my plans. And touching on Psychic things.
Addiction is something that slowly takes over a person’s life. There are different stages of Addiction which someone goes through. I’ve been through the stage where I’d rather not have this addiction to Solpadine painkillers and I did come off them a few times. Those were the times when I cared and didn’t want to… Read More Addiction, labelling and mental health stigma fuelling addiction and labelling.
I have been so busy today. I got up late because I slept at about 5 a.m. I actually fell asleep at 6 a.m if you count the hour lost due to the clocks changing. I went to the Gym earlier and took a few snaps to show that I actually make an effort instead… Read More Gym snaps and busy busy busy!
I may have pinned the wrong post last night. I was falling asleep when I was posting up the entry I’d typed. I only noticed because someone had commented on it. I accidently pinned it to the facebook page for the blog. This means that it may still be popping up on people’s social network… Read More Technical issues caused by human error / extreme revision session.