I was watching the news earlier this evening. I saw the part on it about the school shooting in Florida. Details the media gave out like he was expelled and his social media made him seem like a danger. It is statements like this made by those in the media that doesn’t help those of… Read More And the media starts off stereotyping again… and I’m here to put it straight.
I’m totally fed up of being exhausted. It’s too much now. I can barely do anything. I couldn’t get out of bed today without feeling I was going to collapse. Even just getting up to go toilet is a huge effort. I can’t see straight even and I’m so clumsy today. I’m dropping everything all… Read More Exhausted again, annoying!
I’m laying in the dark under my bed covers with Mimi (cat) curled up next to me. I tried to nap but it was too difficult as I couldn’t settle. I’m not able to concentrate on anything. I just lay here exhausted and depressed. The root cause of this depression needs to be fixed. I… Read More Depression can not be treated with a masking type plaster.
I made lots of friends in my group but I still feel lost. I don’t think I can hide how I feel any longer because I know what happened wasn’t fair. Valentine’s Day isn’t helping because it is the worse feeling wanting to be with another person but at the same time I can’t get… Read More Tired and a bit lost.
I know that people won’t understand but I will explain how I’m affected by everything that has happened. I’m traumatised. I’m feeling it tonight. It’s severe enough to keep me awake. I don’t trust people and won’t let anyone close enough to become a friend. I can’t even deal with the humming of my fridge… Read More This is how I’m affected.
I’m not over my ocd problems. I feel held up against a wall because society doesn’t know that it makes me physically ill trying to not let them out. Sanctions don’t work. Punishment doesn’t work in general. It isn’t fair to punish someone basically for an illness or any act that they were pushed to… Read More There is only so much I can distract myself.
It is true that when people see the results happening it spurs them on to continue. A week ago, this gym idea wasn’t showing any results so I actually nearly quit. I may have gone down in trousers size again but I’ve gone up a cup size on the top. It’s normally the other way… Read More Getting into this ‘getting fit’ thing now/college plans changed.
I have been involved with these autism and mental health since I was 17 years old. In that time I have seen countless campaigns, hashtags, projects etc. None of these have led to real change. I want to start seeing real change because I see and feel things that others don’t want to understand whatsoever.… Read More So many hashtags and projects, but little evidence of real change.
I had the best intentions to get up today but I just can’t. I turned the heating on to make it easier. However, I’m still stuck to my bed because I just can’t face getting up. I have to get up sooner rather than later because I have important things to do. I just cannot… Read More Depression completely beating me today.
I wasn’t up most of the day because I was resting. I wasn’t even asleep but I just felt like resting and it’s okay with it being a Sunday. I have a busy day tomorrow anyway so making the most of it while I can. I have a whole list of things that I have… Read More More Progress… well, just.