Depression completely beating me today.

I had the best intentions to get up today but I just can’t. I turned the heating on to make it easier. However, I’m still stuck to my bed because I just can’t face getting up. I have to get up sooner rather than later because I have important things to do. I just cannot face daytime. I’ve been getting up late afternoon the last couple of days. I know that it’s sunny and bright so it will make me feel better. It is also very cold out there. The cold weather doesn’t help me want to get up. It was absolutely freezing when the cat woke me up wanting to go out (the one who is mostly an outdoor cat). I turned the heating on before I went back to my bed. I’m still laying in bed 2 hours later. I feel worn out before I’ve even done anything.