Depression is pissing me off.

I didn’t get out of bed until nearly 3pm. I went straight out to Nuneaton because I hate those four walls. If I go out of area then I’m less likely to bump into anyone in my local area. And, may I point out to others that I’ve only been like this with the boundaries and hate people since the system did what it did to me. I was okay before all that. That is why I think the system and people are poison. Those of us that don’t have what we need in life because we aren’t the norm are denies everything others take for granted. I want all the compensation back that I had to pay the other person. I’m becoming money oriented now just like everyone else. I have not even got enough money to buy more clothes because of having to pay them £500 in total. I could do with that money now down to benefit change over and I may not even get pip. Why should I have had to pay another person for refusing to understanding my disability.