Month: February 2018

  • This disability isn’t an ‘option’.

    I’m not attempting to get at any one by saying what I’m about to say. I saw a comment in passing somewhere earlier in regards to ignorant people thinking that forms of autism are optional and the person can chose to lose their traits on demand. I can already tell others that being ‘punished’ to […]

  • This isn’t a choice.

    Things can’t stay the same between me and others much longer because it’s causing me severe depression. I can’t even face getting out of bed until evening most days. I only get up to feed the cats and while I’m up I do other things I need to do. I’d prefer to be in bed […]

  • I’m stuck in a life I don’t want. And also in a society I do not like…

    I get annoyed when people question my disability. I wanted so much that I never got to have because of the effects of my disability. I wish I weren’t like this because I wanted to get married, be allowed to have children and have a career. All of which I have been denied. I’m not […]

  • Exhausted again :(

    I’m not feeling like I even want to get up today. I’m just exhausted and feel like I have a migraine coming on. I woke up to find that my mobile phone network is either down or I have been cut off early because I am not staying on the contract. I’m changing my mobile […]

  • When you’re woken up at a stupid hour…

    I was woken up by the cats at 4 am. They wanted to come in the window. I’m going to try to sleep for a while. I think I’ve pulled a muscle in my leg at the Gym earlier. I felt something in my leg when I was on a weight machine earlier. It’s now […]