Month: January 2018

I have got to the point where I cannot even face getting up and living the reality as it currently is. I can’t do lies and to me it seems like a complete lie because I’m having to constantly pretend that things being left the way that they are don’t bug me. If I break…

I’m finding things quite hard right now. I cannot concentrate on anything because my head just isn’t present half of the time. I don’t want to sound like a sensitive loser here. But to those of you who have absolutely no understanding of PDA, this is how I may look. I’m used to looking like…

I couldn’t wake up until extremely late today. I was just stupidly exhausted. I can’t go on like this because I sleep most of the time and don’t get anything done. I managed to do my next Maths paper but not any of my other revision. I don’t think I have all of my Maths…

I thought I’d write about this topic after a conversation I had earlier with someone younger than myself who hasn’t lost their naivety yet. I used to be like them but after my experiences I’m certainly not anymore. They were under the false impression that people will understand your condition if they explain it to…

I went to bed with 6 detox pads on last night. 1 on each ankle, 1 on each foot and two on my stomach. Those are all the areas I feel the bloat in at certain times. I woke up thirsty but that’s to be extremely expected when you wear twice the recommended patches at…