I would just like to point out that I’m not hurting any body. I haven’t contacted anyone I’m not allowed to contact in months. But I have a right to feel the way I feel about what has gone on. That is a matter of opinion which I’m allowed to express in a none abusive manner. I’ve hidden how I’ve felt for weeks because I didn’t want to be open in regards to how exhausted things were making me. I can’t live my own life properly with how badly I’m affected at the moment. It’s making me physically ill because this is what depression does and I have no choice in the matter. People getting at me and accusing me of all sorts is not helping matters for anyone because things don’t get left in the past. I haven’t broken any laws by contacting the other person. I’ve done absolutely nothing wrong. I’ve simply expressed how I’m still affected. I can’t trust another human being after my experiences. I don’t go out socially any more. I’ve given the other person the peace they wanted. There’s really no need to get at me any longer.