Month: December 2017

I have had various people get extremely offended at me recently when I wasn’t up for doing certain things. For example, giving my address to them so that they could send me a present. That isn’t anything personal but I’ve had bad experiences. The woman that basically got my baby son stolen from me by…

I managed to reset my sleep pattern despite spending the majority of day in bed yesterday. I didn’t sleep the night before and it was extremely annoying because I was actually so tired it hurt to be awake. I seem to have a natural sleep pattern of about midnight to 6am. I actually woke up…

I was bought up to believe that being Gay was a choice. I now know it’s not because it’s not a choice for me. I don’t want to admit that I swing that way because I was taught that it was a choice. I remember my dad being very against that lifestyle. He used old…

I feel guilty enough and awful for things that happened every single day of my life. This is without others having tried to lay on how utterly vile things I said was when I was angry about places kicking me out for my disability traits. I hate myself completely. And I’m torn between saying it…

I have cleaned and tidied half of my flat. I had to feed the cats halfway through so I’ve stopped for a break. I have done most of it. The worse bits are done. There are just a few odd bits to do tomorrow. I’m worn out. I thought that I had my energy back…