I was bought up to believe that being Gay was a choice. I now know it’s not because it’s not a choice for me. I don’t want to admit that I swing that way because I was taught that it was a choice. I remember my dad being very against that lifestyle. He used old… Read More It’s not a choice and I’m not wanting to be this way.
I feel guilty enough and awful for things that happened every single day of my life. This is without others having tried to lay on how utterly vile things I said was when I was angry about places kicking me out for my disability traits. I hate myself completely. And I’m torn between saying it… Read More Guilt eats away at me.