I just couldn’t even wake up for college today because I’m utterly exhausted. There is only so long that someone can internalise how they feel before it makes them ill. I have got to that point at the moment. I knew it was coming for many many months because I could feel myself getting more… Read More I just cannot function today. I really need others to listen before I am forced into breakdown mode.
I just heard the news about those guys that crashed a car in Enderby and basically caused the death of a teenage girl. They only got 8.5 and 4.5 years. I am sorry, but I don’t feel that it is long enough for that type of scum. Those that do that to a young girl and… Read More Something that really annoys me. (criminal ‘justice’ system)
I have been so busy today. I really didn’t want to get up this morning. At the gym right now. I’m still exercising but also multi tasking. I am going to try to go the gym every day nearly. Well, I’m in Hinckley a lot so may as well go on the way back home.… Read More Weight issues vs tiredness… And support arrangements.
I am beyond exhausted. I cannot function properly at all. I had an early start because of the group but I couldn’t go for a nap due to one of the others from the group having to pick their medication up from my flat. They left it in my car. I’ve managed to do my… Read More Beyond exhausted! Lack of sleep… so much to do, so little energy.
I can’t even sleep with medication now. They don’t stop me thinking and knowing that others have got away with leaving the situation as it is. I cannot stand how it is and that is why I kept breaking the restraining order. It was distressing me. And now I will get imprisoned if I break… Read More Medication is useless.
I feel that I must point a few things out. It has become apparent to me that others don’t understand depression. I haven’t been getting up until quite late on my days off. This isn’t because I am lazy, I am depressed. This isn’t like being lazy at all. When I am awake I am… Read More Others don’t understand depression. This is how it is….
A few weeks ago, you may recall me saying that I was digging information up which is held about my past by various parts of the council and other places (inc. PNC information). Well, I have now completed this task. And, I know absolutely everything, even the bits that others think I couldn’t possibly uncover.… Read More I’ve found out everything….Others need to be aware that this happens.
I will start off with the obvious. I don’t think there is any escaping the Black Friday and cyber Monday advertisements because they’re everywhere you look. I have posted this warning on the websites Facebook and Twitter feed today. However, I was going to mention it in tonight’s blog entry anyway. If you’re looking at… Read More Black Friday warning and a few other thoughts on life in general…
I had two baths today because I can’t stand the cold. It’s not even as cold as it is going to get yet. Having a bath warms me up so much that I do not use so much money on the gas and electric. I’m on a standard water tariff so I don’t get charged… Read More Christmas and seeing numbers.
I woke up ill this morning which hasn’t helped how worried I feel about certain things. I’ve had stomach ache all day. I feel extremely bloated and I’m sure it’s nearly that time again. I’ve gone up on my medication because the GP told me I could take up to seven a night depending on… Read More So many worries!