I may look like I am getting on with things and I physically look a lot better in my latest photo. However, it is just a brave face okay. I’m still struggling underneath so badly. I’m extremely depressed. I’ve avoided feeling that way because of taking the painkillers. The effects of them are antidepressant. They… Read More I need to be honest regardless how unpopular I may appear.
I simply cannot cold turkey off of the painkillers. I touch my skin and it aches because the nerve endings are sensitive. I haven’t got a headache yet but it’s something that can happen because it has previously when I tried to cold turkey. I know that they’re not helping my weight either. I’m constantly… Read More I don’t think this will work.
It has felt like a hell of a long day. I’m starting to crave painkillers again. I ran out last night and haven’t taken any in 24 hours. I’m starting to get withdrawal effects. It causes pain because your nerve endings ‘wake up’ and get oversensitive. They were really tender earlier. I think I’m through… Read More Today has been a struggle.