Month: September 2017

The fact that the CPS and court are still hellbent on making me answer charges I do not deserve. And, the fact that I opened the door to the ‘enemy’ and was still in my night clothes shows how much things are tormenting me. That isn’t usual for me. I even forgot to pay the electric…

I managed to spend a whole day off of painkillers 🙂 That may be good, but on the other hand, I feel so rough with withdrawal effects. I didn’t even have the energy to get out of bed until extremely late. I didn’t sleep until 6 am this morning though. I forgot a guest blog…

I despise each day of my pitiful existence. I’m never going to accepted by others. The love I crave is never going to be given to me. I’m unworthy of the love that others take for granted. That was the cloud under which I was born. I can’t deal with the humiliation of everything that has…

I didn’t sleep at all last night. I managed to sleep today. But, that seriously screws up any sleep pattern. The truth is that I can’t carry things around that are in the air hanging anymore. The way that others have left things through stupid misunderstandings (well, in the end, it all came out and…

Due to recent trolling. I have made a few drastic decisions. These are not normally decisions that I would normally take. I’ve handed the main website over to someone else. I have made my personal profile friends only. There is no longer a comment option on the blog. And what annoys me is the fact…