I’m not trying to be difficult or annoying. I can’t take what is going on anymore. I’m not able to go through everything that I’m being pushed into, and I don’t think that I should have to go through it now because of the whole contract thing coming out. The whole court thing is not fair on me. I can’t sleep at night. I am constantly tired. I’m getting nothing done and literally, all the things in my flat are falling apart. I have no money to repair things because of the amount of money that this wrongful case has cost me in fines. I cannot go into that environment next week. It’s too much for me. I’m already destroyed emotionally, the prosecution case is going to rip me apart. There is a way to drop all this crap. You’re all not listening to me. I do not deserve it. I was set up! I can’t prove it, but from what I’ve heard it is a complete setup. I’ve been made out to be something I’m not so that others had the excuse to let me down. I didn’t want anyone to get into trouble but it’s not fair to get me into trouble and continue to put me through this when the truth has now surfaced. The fact that people are going ahead with already started processes are completely wrong. I’m disabled. Life is hard enough as it is without all that. Please please, for once, someone out there listen and please do what is best for me. The order and the whole court case is something I never deserved.