Very Stressed!

The court hearing is still on tomorrow. I’m not turning up because I am scared of courts. There is no one around me that gets the anxiety that I feel going into that building. It’s not just the prospect of prison. The whole environment strikes fear right into me. I feel everything. Those places are horrible environments because everyone is creating conflict against each other. I can’t stand conflict. I just want peace after everything that has happened in my life. I didn’t make my mistakes on purpose. I wasn’t told the full facts. I wasn’t given the right support at the university or outside with from the services. None of this is right. I wish that others would just see sense and drop everything. I’ve learned my lesson and it was important that everyone involved knew what had gone on. 

2 thoughts on “Very Stressed!

  1. I sometimes wonder if I may be aspie…I mean…I have wondered for years…every test I do tells me it’s very likely…but I just not sure a diagnoses would help me? I have just recently been diagnosed with BPD, and that has been helping…but I see so many similarities between your thought processes and mine…anyway…just rambling…just really wanted to say is that I do read these everyday…and can relate so much…hope things level out for you soon…

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  2. The only involvement I’ve had with the court system was having to provide ample evidence of having a difficulty be with Aspergers as well as Diabetes either way often people seem to think that, only incapacitating physical difficulties tend to count.
    Anyways, I sincerely do hope that your experience in court tomorrow will not be too unpleasant.

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