The court hearing is still on tomorrow. I’m not turning up because I am scared of courts. There is no one around me that gets the anxiety that I feel going into that building. It’s not just the prospect of prison. The whole environment strikes fear right into me. I feel everything. Those places are horrible environments because everyone is creating conflict against each other. I can’t stand conflict. I just want peace after everything that has happened in my life. I didn’t make my mistakes on purpose. I wasn’t told the full facts. I wasn’t given the right support at the university or outside with from the services. None of this is right. I wish that others would just see sense and drop everything. I’ve learned my lesson and it was important that everyone involved knew what had gone on.