Each year that the adoption drive is commenced it causes those of us that have lost their kids to adoption a lot of pain. It doesn’t get any easier as time passes. They’re now taking anyone to be approved as adopters, but we weren’t good enough to be allowed to keep our own children. The… Read More National adoption drive. The reality… instead of the hype they’re currently trying to sell you.
I heard today that now Australia and New Zealand have officially recognised PDA (Pathological Demand Avoidance) as a diagnosable condition. We just need to point this out to the UK health boards eg. NICE that we need the condition officially recognised in this country too. It’s been approved in the other countries on the studies… Read More Minor Breakthroughs happening in both politics and health care.
There was an hour this morning when I nearly didn’t go today because I was that fed up of the benefit system. It sounds like I will get it by what was said today. That is what the assessor implied but obviously they can’t tell you their recommendations as the DWP might disagree. I don’t… Read More So glad to be home from assessment.
Why does it decide to rain on the one day that I have to go out? I am not going out the whole of the rest of the week. I’m tired even though I did sleep. It’s not just down to lack of sleep though. I’m completely exhausted because of everything that I’ve been through.… Read More Extremely tired. Really don’t want to do today.
While browsing Twitter earlier I came across Autistics which do not agree with my tactics regarding fighting for equality. To be frank, I don’t think their tactics of tiptoeing around neurotypicals because they fear reprisals as a marginalised community will get them anywhere. They don’t want to ‘rock the boat’ because they’re scared that things… Read More The division within the Autistic Community will NEVER result in acceptance / preparing myself for tomorrow.
I have been doing this Autism awareness campaigning since I was 17. I am 31 in a few weeks. That is a decade or more doing this stuff. I’ve seen people doing the same sort of thing for much shorter lengths of times and been given awards. I’ve never done it to get awards or… Read More So much work, so little rewards. If anything, all my dedication does is bring me trouble.
I am just going to tell everyone locally to keep trying to get the fleas off of their cats because every time I let my cats out they come back with them. It’s starting to get annoying because I make the effort and I know that they don’t have any when I’ve done them. They… Read More Certain people cause issues for others.
I normally go for a walk to chill but it keeps raining and I’m not up to going out there and coming back windswept and damp. I’m comfortable where I am. I am making myself do some housework which needs doing. However, I am very tired today so I’m going for a quick nap after… Read More Rain and wind is making today so long!
I used the week’s supply of zopiclone in 3 weeks. I knew I wasn’t allowed any further prescriptions because the GP doesn’t allow it now. And due to detoxing from the painkillers I wasn’t wanting too many chemicals interacting together at once. I have ran out now though and it is worrying me that I… Read More Another sleepless night and now I have no medication to help.
I’m trying to educate people enough so I’m seen as a good person. Even when I go on camera and show myself as I truly am, others still want to see me as awful for being brutally honest. This is what I have to be in order to make it and be respected in the… Read More I can’t do anything right because I’m not ‘normal’.