I managed to see daylight today. I was just too lazy to go for a walk until dusk. I’m now getting rained on so it backfired on me. It’s just spitting at the moment. I didn’t feel like getting out of bed but at least I was awake. I drank alcohol for the first time… Read More I saw daylight but was lazy until dusk.

I actually am managing to get up during daylight at the moment. I made myself go for a walk because I look pale. I literally have a bruise under my eye. I can’t remember how I did it. I’m hoping that it’s just cold related. I’m still blowing my nose but I can at least… Read More Pattern reset and nearly better!

I finally got rid of my migraine but still full up with cold. I don’t want to even look at myself in the mirror. I look absolutely awful. Even my hair gets frizzy and limp when I have a cold. I can barely stay awake. I’m hoping that the sleep will make me feel better.… Read More I can barely stay awake 

I only block individuals if they say something or post something I find offensive. That takes a lot due to ‘not being a snowflake’. I’ve noticed more recently that people are blocking each other basically because they just want to blank someone that they don’t like for whatever reason. That is actually a form of… Read More Blocking via social networks.

I may seem a little bit quieter than normal at the moment. I’ve had a migraine for a few days. I should go for a walk after being lazy for three days. I just feel too wiped out and far too tired to do things that need doing around my flat. I left it to… Read More I’m not feeling too great at the moment. Cryptic dreams too!

I finally finished and submitted my open university assignment. I feel exhausted. I had to lie down after doing bits of housework. I’m on my monthly so that is probably what’s zapped my energy. I have literally got heavy limbs that ache. It’s not a nice feeling. Mimi has joined me on my bed for… Read More I need a rest.

I woke up at 4am. I never got back to sleep so I was up by 6am. I went for a walk to check if the wandering cat was a place where apparently someone was feeding random cats. I didn’t find him and also checked the bushes in case he did pass away somewhere. There… Read More Another early morning.

I woke up at a stupid hour feeling down. It’s amplifying how I constantly have kept feeling for a long time. I don’t feel that I deserve anything I have in my life. That I’m not a good enough person to have a reasonably comfortable life nowadays. I was an awful person in my past… Read More I feel like I don’t deserve anything.

I got up at 6am this morning after being unable to sleep all night. I’ve finally been able to pick up my parcel. I have got food in for the week on the way round. I’m not up to going back out there today. I forgot that I’d bump into the school traffic at half… Read More I saw sunrise this morning… as I was actually up!

I have never felt this wiped out. Exhaustion is one thing but I don’t even have the energy to get out of bed. I don’t even want to talk. Typing is making me feel sleepy. I’ve barely been able to stay awake the whole day. I have aches in my bones. It feels annoying to… Read More Wiped out type of exhaustion