I had utter hate and resentment for myself over the last 4 and a half years. This was all due to another persons opinion of me. The fact that they also got me sent to prison also traumatised me. I don’t care about anyone else’s opinion of me. I took them to heart which ended… Read More Should the system be forced to take responsibility for the detrimental affects on our mental health?

I kept waking up throughout the night. Literally every hour… which has become the norm. I feel exhausted again. I don’t even want to move right now. The weather is depressing as it’s raining today. I wish that I could sleep properly regularly. I feel fat, fed up and the rest of today is going… Read More Okay, my full night’s sleep seems to have just been a fluke.

I haven’t slept a full night in months! Even when I did manage to sleep, I would wake up every hour. I finally managed to just go out like someone turned a light off last night. I know that I wasn’t the only one who just couldn’t sleep during the lockdown. I feel so much… Read More Finally slept last night!

I am aware that it is unhealthy to compare yourself with others but I’m feeling like I must say something in relation to prospects of those without things like autism, versus autistic people (and those with mental illnesses). There are important points that I need to make in relation to the above. I see all… Read More Listen…. Success isn’t easy to obtain for some of us.

I went for a long walk today. I had on new shoes (old ones wore out) which has resulted in my feet being sore by the time I got home. I had a bath when I got back to stop them feeling so sore. I’m comfy in my onesie nearly falling asleep now. I need… Read More Chilled weekend 🙂

I’m so close to considering leaving this world. I’m tired, not physically, but more so emotionally. I can’t stand being me anymore. I can’t stand being psychic intuitive in the current circumstances surrounding us at the moment. It’s stressful when I can pick up things or dream them before it happens. I never get any… Read More I’m tired here. I need to switch me off!

I’m exhausted. I am aware that I stopped posting on the blog to write a book but that isn’t likely to happen soon. I can’t think straight while I’m this tired. There’s no way that I can write a coherent plot etc with my brain feeling that wiped out from exhaustion. I actually rang my… Read More Tiredness & depression has hit me like a brick wall.

I have made the decision that I’m going to take a break from regular blogging. I’m attempting to write a traditional book which I’m going to try to get published. I can’t keep writing for free. I need to at least attempt to make some form of career out of one of my talents. I’m… Read More Blogging break – to write a traditional book.

I’m having one of those days where I just want to sleep. I did some of the things that needed doing but now having a rest because I don’t have any energy. I feel overwhelmed by what needs to be done even if it’s small jobs that take less time than it takes to think… Read More Depression creeps up on me 😦

I will start with the circumstances regarding Zoe Zaremba’s situation because I knew her via the #ActuallyAutistic community on twitter. I have previously spoken to her directly about our experiences within the mental health system alongside an Autism diagnosis. We started communicating a while ago due to sharing similar experiences within the mental health/social care… Read More Two mental health related cases: Jonty Bravery and Zoe Zaremba.