I couldn’t sleep again the entire night. I don’t feel well and my bed feels hard. I have a swollen leg on the side of my former ankle injury. I just feel uncomfortable everywhere, like theres soreness running throughout my body. I am totally exhausted which is why it is completely annoying that its nearly… Read More Insomnia is stressful.

I didn’t sleep last night which was a surprise when I had done my 10,000 steps and a two hour gym session. I slept a bit but the smell of cat pee kept me awake. I had to scrub my mattress today and wash my duvet to get rid of all the smells. I managed… Read More I had a reasonable day, as good as it gets for me.

I went for a long walk and the gym today. I lost another lb, which is good considering I haven’t walked or been to the gym in a week. I am still being careful due to not quite being off my monthly yet. It should be fine at this point but my stomach is still… Read More I decided to get back to things slightly earlier.

I woke up to the cat peeing next to me on my bed sheets. I was not happy. I had to change all the sheets and still going to have to wash the duvet because I can still smell it, a tiny bit also needs scrubbing off a bit of the mattress. The cat is… Read More Seriously, today has been one of them.

I got up just in time for my tutorial despite not having much sleep. I only just made it for the set time. I was the only one that turned up to the tutorial. That meant I got a one to one session. That was kind of convenient for me due to this tutorial being… Read More I wish I’d had more sleep and felt extremely down today.

I am now officially 34. It has been the same sh*t, different day type vibe only a few hours into the actual date. The cats kidnapped a baby mouse from outside. Its under my bed as I couldn’t catch it because it ran away scared. It won’t survive long as its insides were hanging out.… Read More So much for being another year older, same sh*t, different day.

I will no longer be taking the iron tablets because they’ve made my monthly go back to how it was previously. I had fixed it last month and now its reversed that effort again. I haven’t been able to leave home today because of the severity of my symptoms. I won’t be able to go… Read More I have made a decision after today.

I tried a lymphatic drainage massage today. I feel a lot better already. I did some housework when I got home but I’m just relaxing at the moment. I needed it after my binge which made me ill for days on Monday. She drained my system of all my backed up fluid around my liver… Read More I had a lymphatic drainage massage today 🙂

I am still concerned about having to move. It has kept me awake for months since I found out that my contract wasn’t going to be renewed due to the landlord selling. I still haven’t found anywhere suitable to move. The places in my price range are either snapped up quicker than I can get… Read More I can’t help laying awake worrying ok.

I had to go to my relatives again to do something for them. I should have been home ages ago but it took so long to do their insurance via the comparison site. I know that this all sounds selfish but I feel dragged down by the constant stuff others ask me to do. I… Read More I am fed up. I have no energy left to even tidy / clean my own surroundings.