I just looked up the time it could take for my injuries to heal. Finger injury – 6 to 8 weeks. Leg injury – 6 weeks. I’m on the 3rd week of my hand injury but that is still 4 to 6 weeks left before it is ok to use as normal. I’m only nearly… Read More I can’t deal with this for 6 to 8 weeks.

I always got looked at as the favourite because it seemed like I got everything I wanted. That isn’t the truth. I put up with a lot and never say no … that doesn’t make me the favourite. I got offered to go to Australia by my aunt (who technically did what Olivia newton john… Read More I’m not the favourite and my life is technically over.

This is just a suggestion and only doing what I am legally allowed to do here. It has nearly been 8 / 9 years since the restraining order got put on. We are both in totally different situations now. I’m not even the same person I was back then. I’m always going to have my… Read More May I just put this out there?

I was up by lunchtime today which is good considering I had only 4 hours sleep. I managed to get a few things done so my surroundings look less of a mess. I had to take a painkiller when I got up because my hand and leg had that stiff pain feeling going on. I… Read More Sleep pattern better. Trying to get stuff done.

I didn’t find it that hot outside. It probably isn’t at the absolute roasting point yet. That comes later on in the week. I’m not in much pain with my leg … that aches alongside my finger a bit but the heat has really knocked me about. I got a headache and a blocked nose… Read More I tried but the heat has flattened me 😦

The heat is beyond a joke at this point. I had insomnia and a messed up sleep pattern anyway. I don’t know if I need another tapering off antidepressants dose. I don’t have much of a brain zap at this point. I think I got my hemp sleep oil on my eyes. I put it… Read More Another bad night.

I only walked around a few supermarkets to get my weekly food shop. Then my knee starts throwing a wobbly. It is just so uncomfortable to get things done around my flat. I can’t go to bed until my pillows have dried (washed them as they were a bit flat). I thought my monthly was… Read More I still feel like crap 😦

I managed to get a few hours sleep. I woke up with my finger getting painful and swollen again alongside my leg muscle which is also just as bad. I got up, had breakfast, fed cats, took a painkiller. Then one of the cats was sick. She’s strolled off outside now so she must be… Read More Already struggling after being awake barely an hour.

I may as well put this blog entry on now because I’m getting absolutely no sleep with both cats having joined me. They must be hot too but they still want to take their normal sleeping spots on the bed next to me. The extra heat from them is making the humidity feel worse. Anyway,… Read More I can’t even ask for people to be reasonable.

I have a sleep pattern that means I am awake most of the night. I keep feeling hot and have a headache. I was tired when I went to bed but that was most likely due to feeling as if I was dragging my leg around with me. It is still quite heavy due to… Read More Frustrated and hot.