I felt exhausted this morning when I woke up because I did more yesterday than I have for a long time. I recovered from burnout I felt by this afternoon. I then went for about a 9 mile walk. I now have a migraine coming on so I probably am still burnt out a bit.… Read More Getting quicker at recovering from burnout 🙂 / Trying to be the ‘one that makes it happen’. I’m not able to see everything on PDA as it happens.

I got up about half 7 today because I couldn’t get back to sleep. I took my medication at a decent time for a change. I had done everything I had to do by 10 this morning. I had to post something for the tribunal and have my eyebrows done in the city.  I had… Read More Today has been long! Revision and being an outsider by circumstances.

I don’t want to upset the families of those that died in the 1st world war today. I just have a view that is worth thinking about by those that run our country. Those that went off to fight in both WW1 and WW2 were under the impression that they were going into the situation… Read More Controversial views (apologies in advance) on Wars and PDA vs. Personality Disorder.

I actually don’t have much to say for once. I know that is unusual. I have taken my sleeping tablet so I’ll be unable to string a sentence together soon. I am planning to edit my tribunal statement in the next few days. I think it needs more in depth details about the symptoms of… Read More Just popping by tonight. Rewriting statement for tribunal and quite sleepy. And rainbows!!!

The stats of this blog went crazy yesterday. The page views were the highest they’ve ever been here yet. It’s safe to say that I think the blog has started to go viral. I’ve been doing a lot more promoting recently though. I’ve been asked by one of the individuals I encountered this week during… Read More 2,555 views yesterday… a new record! And, my view on NAS.

I have a right to be annoyed. I barely sleep or go out socially because of what has happened. The career that I wanted is now overshadowed by the things that have happened. I am upset that others around me who are supposedly friends and family believe the other person. Those that know me should… Read More Tired and emotionally worn out.

I am aware that I have only been treated like I have by the other person with the order against me because she is jealous. So I’m going to name her because technically she is an abuser. I believe that we should name and shame abusers. *** ***** is not what she’s portraying to others.… Read More I know exactly what someone’s game is and I want it to end now!

I finally feel like I’m moving forward in regards to the depression I was constantly experiencing. I got up early this morning. I needed a nap but felt a lot better than I have done in a while. I don’t think I’ll ever get over what has happened to me completely. It’s just nice to… Read More I think I’m starting to feel better. I remain feeling lost though.

Vegetables are suppose to be healthy. I dispute that fact. I had a veggie stir fry tonight and it has given me an upset stomach. I don’t want to go into detail but I still  feel awful. They say eat healthily but vegetables do that to me. I need to get to sleep tonight because… Read More Vegetables made me ill 

I had an appointment with my probation officer today. I get annoyed with how the system has a certain attitude. I’ve been told to revise my statement for the application to remove the unpaid work requirement order. They agreed with every point I made about what I’ve previously mentioned on here. Apart from questioning the… Read More Probation appointment irritations. The system doesn’t do things logically.