I will start by saying that my ‘date’ didn’t work out last night because I still love another and I cannot live a lie regardless of circumstances meaning we can’t even be in each others lives for either the foreseeable future or forever. Depending on how things work out for both of us involved in… Read More Research into ‘smart drugs’ suggest that they may get rid of the negative parts of my PDA Autism.

After the last 5 years, with first my son being adopted and then all the university and court stuff … I went out for the first time socially tonight in all those years. It was hard because my social anxiety has become rock bottom but I went for it. I admit that I had a… Read More I went out for the first time in ages tonight. And, made a huge step today.

I’m not quite at the point where the Diazepam I’ve taken to so get some sleep is going to practically make me unable to spell or construct a sentence because it’s taken affect that much. However, my sentences may not make any sense but it’s what I am saying that counts, not the grammar or… Read More Diazepam bluntness! Truth about how I feel completely. No apologies for how I say about how I feel.

I was really bugged by things that have happened for the last couple of days. I literally haven’t slept. A doctors pill can’t change my reasons for being this way. I personally can’t change what is  bugging me either. I’m just so exhausted but managed to make important phone calls to sort DWP out. The… Read More Not slept in 24 hours 😦

I wasn’t going to come on here tonight because I wasn’t up to doing it. The financial difficulties due to the benefits now asking me to pay back the severe disability premium that I was no longer entitled to because PIP refused. They’re trying to accuse me of not telling them of my change of… Read More Anxiety is quite severe because the future intensely worries me. And, more financial issues cropped up.

News has come out this week about a proposed merger between all the district councils within Leicestershire. This will mean that Blaby District Council, Charnwood Borough Council, Harborough District Council, Hinckley and Bosworth Borough Council, Melton Borough Council, North West Leicestershire District Council, and also, Oadby and Wigston Borough Council will essentially no longer exist.… Read More The dissolving of district councils is the BEST way forward for this local area, but we must also consider the below suggestions too.

I haven’t been around a lot due to my financial issues the last couple of days. I’m trying to earn little bits of money on a freelance basis (but the rates are really not enough to afford to live). I am currently waiting for my Personal Independence Payment Tribunal (already been waiting many months for… Read More Money is very tight for me… any donations via my paypal.me link would be hugely appreciated.

I’ve not been blogging so often this week because I have been writing a few freelance things (to try to survive on my benefit cuts). I have also been extremely tired and been working on my exercises because, as I slacked, I gained a bit of weight. I slept a lot of today after going… Read More Artistic Expression Experimentation and my new ‘Autism Glasses’.

It is obvious that none of you are actually listening to what I’m trying to say. And it’s like you’re all not even interested about keeping an open mind. You have a fixed point of view about who you ‘think I am’ and whatever I say seems to not change your opinion of me at… Read More This is the last time I will explain what led to my ‘offending’ behaviour.

The United Kingdom is NOT the Land of Opportunity… IN FACT, IT IS A ‘SHAM’! Emma-Lucy Thomson© There have been many of those persecuted in their own country or have escaped the uttermost poverty and discord within their native countries. Only recently, the Syrians have been frantically making treacherous journeys across the sea to reach… Read More First salaried freelance article. – The United Kingdom is NOT the Land of Opportunity, IN FACT, IT IS A ‘SHAM’!