I’m on one of the gym equipment while typing this entry. I’m exercising with my feet and typing with my hands. I’ve done an hour hard exercise so this is my chilled break while doing various things on my phone. I feel a lot better than yesterday. I had a long sleep most of last… Read More Gym time again! Better today.

I am currently feeling the chemicals of the alcohol leaving my body. I think that as I’m angry enough to be brutally honest about why I’m not happy, I can do it now because when my brain is detoxing I feel enough not to hold back. I don’t care about upsetting anyone. Why should I?… Read More I am not going to hold back now.

This week I have drank way too much alcohol and the other chemicals that are contained in WKD. I can’t stop. I don’t even want to stop. But, I know I have to if I don’t want the excess weight. I’ve been fighting both ends of it like a tug of war. I can’t do… Read More I’m failing so badly. I can’t do this tug-of-war anymore.

I’m tired but wasn’t able to sleep again. I need to change my bedding because my allergies are so bad at the moment. I’m uncomfortable which has kept me awake. I am really annoyed at myself for not sleeping. I’m that tired its literally painful to be awake. I don understand why I wasn’t able… Read More I couldn’t sleep again … annoyed at myself!

I was nearly in tears while watching ‘Help’ on channel 4 (Thursday 16th September 2021). It was emotional to watch but a true depiction of what was going on at that time. The whole of the Corona Virus lock down (basically 2020) was extremely cruel. The amount of people that died due to the virus… Read More Help – Channel 4, 9pm Thursday 16th September 2021 – this is what I take from it and how I see the reality of our system.

I constantly get told that I don’t dress like someone on benefits. I don’t know how I’m supposed to take that… so I shall see it as a compliment. I may not have an official job but I do work extremely hard when it comes to life in general. I did 4 pages of notes… Read More All these for under £30. Budget living! Let me explain how to look classy but have a ‘light’ bank account.

If I had got back to sleep this morning then I would have had the energy to go the gym. Instead, I’m doing stuff around my house and off for a short walk in between things I have to get done. I have bad allergies today, my eyes and nose keep running today. The wandering… Read More Barely had any sleep and it’s been one of those days.

I just spent half an hour typing this entry and then the backspace stuck on deleting everything. I apologise if this doesn’t read well as I’m tired because I haven’t slept. I have to put up with the awful sleep pattern to completely get off medication. I would have stayed on the medication if it… Read More Awful sleep pattern. Coming off medication.

I’m one of those young girls that grew up when the Spice Girls were popular. I wasn’t a huge fan of their merchandise era but I was a fan of the group when they came out. And, yes, I literally did cry when Geri Halliwell left the band (in my defence, I was only 9… Read More Girl Power: Inspired by the Spice Girls programme on Channel 4 tonight.

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