I woke up with a migraine. I feel a bit better now but I’m over tired due to my sleep pattern being a mess. I think that I’m starting to age too. I’m starting to find that my head is thinking as an adult not a child. I also don’t feel like a child any… Read More Migraine time…. finally feeling like an adult.

I nearly didn’t do anything today. I’m feeling a bit yuck because my monthly is playing up quite a bit. I’m okay now but earlier even the housework was making me feel sick. I had to go to get my medication because leaving it until tomorrow would have been cutting it too fine. I had… Read More I gave today my best effort.

I was finishing off some notes on my Open University degree module last night when mister (cat) decides to bring an adult rat in with him to present to me as a gift. He has never managed to catch something that large previously. I made sure that it was dead before I scooped the rat… Read More Nocturnal hours activities.

I had plans today but when I was getting ready to go out I felt sick with anxiety. I barely slept last night which is making me feel like absolute crap. I can’t function properly today. I have just come on my monthly too which doesn’t make me feel any better. I’m not in pain… Read More Inability to go out.

I’m not sure that I can do my law degree. I don’t want to fail because I feel like I’m letting people down who need me to get into a position where I can change things after the completion of my degree. It’s harder than I expected. I may find it easier when I’ve finished… Read More I just don’t feel confident right now.

I have so much to do but my depression is making it hard today. Even my hair is mostly in the state that it was before I straightened it the other day. The rain made it go back to a frizzy mess. I have a noticeable bump all of a sudden. I’m sure that I’m… Read More I can’t move today. Depression has disabled me 😦

I’m getting up at a reasonable time now. I did a bit of things that needed sorting around my flat. I do a lot but it seems to not make a vast amount of difference to the genuine state of my home environment. Chaotic is the default look of my surroundings. I do attempt to… Read More Sorting myself out a bit.

I decided to order my weekly shop online and get it delivered. I just don’t want the hassle of carrying baskets and bags. I will let someone else do that at least for this weekly shop. The supermarket charges no  delivery extras so where I would spend petrol popping the shop for the things I… Read More It’s always nice to change routine sometimes.

I’ve tried to do some for my OU module today and bits that needed doing around the house. I even got up at a decent hour. I washed my hair which is an achievement when I feel this tired. I can’t do a lot right now until my knee injury flare up goes down completely.… Read More Tired, Cold and Chubby 😦

I see my life experiences as something that I deserved due to being an awful person growing up. I believe that karma is  real even if your actions weren’t done on purpose. I lied so much when I was a teenager. I was the weird child that freaked out everyone at school by how I… Read More This life is my karma.