I got up late after falling back to sleep after my breakfast and medication. I managed to get the washing machine working. I took everything out and put it on a rinse cycle. Then the spinner part started working so the rinse must have washed out whatever was stuck in there. It might have been… Read More I’ve had a quiet day and it made me happy.

I just can’t settle tonight. I was watching TikTok for a while. I nearly dropped off and ended up with my phone nearly on my face. I then woke up again because I needed the toilet (never drink a whole glass of water before going to bed). I got up to get another glass of… Read More I just can’t sleep. And stuff just happens at the worse possible times.

I am aware that it’s university mental health day. Do you really want my honest opinion? Well, here it goes. I would rather study at the open university because brick universities are far too political. They control the narrative … anyone who doesn’t fit that model gets given a hard time. That goes for the… Read More University mental health day.

I went to bed quite early but then couldn’t sleep. I’m just anxious. I have someone coming to set up the network for my printer tomorrow. It’s not like the person is even a stranger. I’ve used his services several times and he understands autism due to his son being on the spectrum. He works… Read More Early night didn’t happen. Anxiety can be quite disruptive.

I have the rest of the night to chill out because everything is done! I have my university module tutorial tomorrow evening but tonight I’m free. The artwork is submitted. The flat is in a little bit of a cleaner state. I’ve had a bath and already in pjs. I had to put proper clothes… Read More I can chill out for a while.

I have managed to do a lot of stuff so I’m having my me time which is a long walk. I am giving you all a few minutes of my time. I was harsh yesterday because of being tired. I’m not so stressed now that half my artwork is done and the flat is less… Read More I have a spare five minutes.

I have too much to do right now. I’m not ignoring anyone. I have 2 email addresses (personal and professional separated) full of unanswered messages. I need to pace myself so that my flat isn’t a tip and everything gets done. I refuse to get overwhelmed otherwise it will disable me which leads to nothing… Read More I have too much to do so won’t be on here a lot for a few days.

I know it was on last night but I haven’t got on to the blog about this topic until tonight. I’m sure many of you saw the storyline regarding the disabled woman (played by Rosie Jones the comedian who has cerebral palsy). I could have expressed the exact same view of the services. There is… Read More This weeks casualty episode was true to life for disabled people.

I woke up with a migraine which wasn’t a pleasant start to my day. I actually slept quite well after getting home last night. I must have been worn out as I accidentally left my keys in the outside of my front door. I don’t do that often unless I’m either tired, in a rush… Read More Today has been slightly better. An average day of my life.

I didn’t know that this was an actual thing but that is the only way I can describe how I’m feeling right now. Maybe it’s just the type of day I’ve had. I came home to my own flat looking like a mess. It makes me tired just looking at it, let alone attempting to… Read More Mentally exhausted…