I am exhausted after my walk but I still can’t sleep. I have a migraine too. I took a painkiller for it … still there an hour later though. I feel like crying I’m that exhausted. I can’t stalk about why I’m like this on here. I have a private life which is making me… Read More Tired but can’t sleep.

I went for another long walk before it starts to go back to the rainy weather tomorrow. I’m quite surprised that I didn’t gain weight i we the last week but I seem to have maintained exactly 11 stone 11. I know it’s really weird how it’s constantly staying at a repeated number. That number… Read More Another long walk completed.

I am boiling hot even with the window open. I have insomnia again. I just got home and had a bath thinking that feeling clean would make me less fed up. That isn’t the case now. I have a very stuffy nose which won’t stop running however much I blow it. People may think I’m… Read More Totally fed up, hot and insomnia. Stressed is an understatement.

I got my lazy ass on a walk today. I haven’t walked in a week so it was a long walk. I’m still not back yet. I walked through Barwell and over to the next town. I’m on my way back now. I have runny eyes so I can’t see where I’m going properly. Allergies… Read More First walk in days! / return our forcibly adopted children Facebook page.

There are certain times where it is impossible to not think of someone you’ll always care about despite the situation that they want you out their life so much that a court order was made to enforce the point. The other person’s birthday is one of those days when I simply can’t forget that there… Read More The feelings that I continue to deny occasionally are too hard to forget.

I found out bad news in regards to the horse last night. I heard that it got hit by a motorcycle. I was trying to avoid it causing any accidents by reporting it as quickly as possible after I saw it. I also posted a message on my social media (apart from my Instagram) at… Read More I know I’m being lazy but I feel like it!

I had a lot to do over the last few days. The haunted doll is settling in without any issues. She has a lovely energy. I’ve felt quite calm since she arrived. I was petrified about the prospect of owning a haunted doll but it’s not got a negative energy and nothing frightening has happened.… Read More I’m back after a few days break from blogging!

I had a phone appointment with my gp today. I was told that my scan results were normal. I asked about the cyst noted on my ovary. Apparently cysts are classed as a normal result. The cyst apparently can’t cause pregnancy symptoms which the scan also confirmed that I wasn’t. The symptoms I’m experiencing don’t… Read More Telephone gp appointment wasn’t helpful. / meet my new haunted doll!

I wasn’t even able to wake up today. I just hate life right now. I woke up in this mood. It’s one of those days leading up to that time. I get really down two weeks before. I still have things to do which involves housework so not too keen on doing those things. Both… Read More Nightmare day 😦

Apologies for the lack of posts over the last couple of days. I have been extremely busy. Then I got tired so I caught up with some sleep. I needed a long sleep to catch up with the hours that I lost to insomnia. I feel a lot better. I even woke up full of… Read More I have been busy and resting.