The restraining order that has been the subject of dispute between me and the other person has to end asap. We have dragged other people into it and hurt them by accident. I have just been called out for trying to pretend that I was straight and getting a guy to fall for me. That… Read More Right, this has to end.

I get fed up when others that have treated me in ways I’ve felt uncomfortable call me out. They are the same ones that continuously talk down to me. I didn’t like being touched on the leg during college maths class 3 years ago but they did it anyway. I was too polite to say… Read More Ok, this needs to be said.

I thought that I would never finish the assignment for my OU module. It took longer to cut the word count down than I previously had planned. I hope that it gets easier because it was quite difficult. I’m trying not to be negative but I don’t think I will get a higher mark. This… Read More Finally free for a while! I’m doubting my writing skills when comparing it to others.

I am awake at a stupid hour because I was editing my tutor marked assignment down to the required word count. I still have to somehow get rid of 200 words but I need sleep for a few hours. There is no point continuing to edit when I’m tired. I guarantee that I will potentially… Read More I can’t believe that I’m what everyone else sees nowadays.

I don’t want to seem ungrateful but since yesterday I have been propositioned by loads of men online. I’m flattered, but not interested. I’m not going to become straight regardless of how many males on here think that they can make me ‘into’ them. I do not find men remotely attractive. I write a blog… Read More It’s getting ridiculous now….

Sometimes I get irritated by people thinking that they can just turn up at mine uninvited. I don’t want to seem ungrateful but that is my space. I didn’t want a reminder of the other month. I wouldn’t have ever let the other person know my address if I’d known what was going to happen.… Read More 😦 Intrusions…. space invading…. Irritating!

I don’t know how I’m going to finally get proper sleep if I cannot stop feeling guilty about things. I feel responsible for certain things, even if it’s indirectly that still makes me guilty. I feel guilty that my mother is getting increasingly deaf. She lost her place at the hospital for her hearing problems… Read More The guilty feeling becomes intrusive.

I can’t fall asleep again. I feel lost tonight but I have no idea why. I’m feeling sick too. That is never going to lead to sleep. I am tired but can’t settle. I’m like this every single night. It has been quite severe the last few months. I started being awake at night and… Read More Sleep just isn’t happening tonight.

I managed to get some more of my tutor marked assignment done today. I slept in late but did enough to make sure that I finish it by the deadline. I just have to go over the answers and type my reference list. That doesn’t take as much effort as the parts I have already… Read More Slow progress but at least I’m getting somewhere.

I think that I only had 2 hours sleep this morning. I can’t remember falling asleep at 6am and woke up about 9am. I have literally not stopped all day. I started typing up my tutor marked assignment answers this morning. I had my hair highlighted and cut this afternoon. I came home this evening… Read More I need an early night.