I am far too tired mentally, physically and emotionally now. I have made the decision to let others have exactly what they want in certain situations. I cannot be bothered to fight invisible walls that so called normal people put up. I’m highly doubtful that I could ever convince anyone else to make the decisions… Read More I have made up my mind today.

I feel like crap today!  The monthly issues have got worse again. Thankfully it’s not as bad… yet… as last month. I get so fed up with it. I didn’t have to go out much today so it didn’t stop me doing anything. However, when it times it wrongly it can stop me doing every… Read More Ugh…. only way to describe my day / My Aspie Graph.

I have only been on my Carb Blockers for a week and already lost 3lbs! However I can’t really judge it yet because it could have been water weight due to the time of the month. That also seems to behaving itself so far. I don’t want to tempt fate though because it may decide… Read More Things are getting better 🙂 Well some aspects are improving. I’m working on the rest after Christmas.

I got some sleep today. I never saw daylight but at least I slept at some point. I know why I was on edge so much last night and the previous night now. I started my monthly today so that probably explains the anger and how upset I’ve been the previous few days. I have… Read More Feeling slightly better… managed to get some sleep and chill out a bit.

Every single night I stay awake because I’m distressed over things which have happened. I am tired and in tears. I cannot live in this turmoil anymore. Others need to agree to change the situation. Things can’t be left the way that they are right now. I cannot live my life properly. This existence is… Read More I simply cannot do this anymore.

I barely slept last night. I had a nap but I’m still extremely tired. I’ve done most of the housework that I had to do. I also went for a walk later in the day which was very cold. I was glad to get in the Bath when I got back home. I can see… Read More Today felt like a very long day…. talking hair and memories in regards to how things have changed since the 90s.

I have tried to get to sleep for ages but as it’s not happening I’ve given up for a bit. I have sensitive hearing tonight. I can hear someone’s washing machine in the flat above me. Someone without stupidly sensitive hearing could not hear that noise. I can’t really get annoyed about it because I… Read More Can’t sleep again!

Theresa May could be chucked out by her own party tonight. Strong and Stable? I’m sorry but recent events have shown that it’s the complete opposite. The people that are elected to effectively run the Country are acting like children. They cannot agree to anything. They don’t even have the ability to compromise. Brexit has… Read More It’s all completely madness!

I got up at a stupid hour again. I have barely seen daylight for about a Week. It hasn’t affected me too much today because I managed to get everything I had to do done today. I didn’t go for a very long walk because it’s getting colder after dark now. I feel quite lazy… Read More I was behind myself today but actually caught up 🙂

I feel so lost at the moment. I just want to sleep constantly because I literally have no energy whatsoever. I’m too depressed do a lot right now. I’m starting to look like a dumpling (one of the disadvantages of lacking height) regardless of how little I eat to control my weight. I saw a… Read More Lost right now and sleep is my favourite pastime.